My boss is my sp

Hello everyone ,

I feel so honored and grateful to be able to have a community for support, also super grateful for Roxy sharing this information that allows everyone to manifestitheir dreams. Long story short- I fell in love with this women who is a consultant at my work place -yes , I’m gay. lol 🤷‍♀️ we became really great friends hanging outside of work , texting , phone calls the whole thing . I ended up leaving my job and going to work for her at the consulting company. After a month I told her how I really felt . She told me she wasn’t ready to be in a relationship that all she could do right now is to work on her . Which is fine , great! We were still friends , nothing much changed. A month later she canceled a lunch date we had and a week after that after I sent her some gifts for Christmas, she told me she can’t accept them now that she’s my boss and my boss is all she can be for now. I told her no. You’re not my boss , i quit. I can’t work for someone who I have so much love for and know that they just want to be my boss . So I went back to my old work place where she is still kinda my consultant. We have emailed a few times but only about work with others in the email. We haven’t talked sense my last day on the job there. How can I manifest her better than what I’ve been doing ? she sends a group email and all I think about is how i had to quit that job cause she only wanted to be my boss. I see her name come across the email notifications and my heart races. Any advice is sooooooo appreciated. Thanks and so much love !!!❤️